Thoughts After 10 pm

sleep has been hard--so I turned to what felt common

Ins:

• Crashing out after first disrespectful action

• Phone calls with long-distance friends + scheduling out time to see those in person

• Writing letters and sending them even if brief

• More water and taking brief walks

• Accountability

• Bringing your house slippers when visiting peers

• The grief process of having to re learn yourself after each appointment

Outs:

• Letting irritations ruin your week

• Staying up past midnight [and still failing]

• Elon Musk Goofiness

• Pitting trans folks against each other for cis-people approval

• Hating yourself because others make it easy to do so

  a photo I took on my way home